What If I Was Gay lyrics - Joyner Lucas (feat. Eminem)
[Joyner Lucas:]
Uh
What if I told you that I was different?
What if I told you that’s something's missin'?
And what if I told you we're not alike
And the way that I'm feel inside is different than what you picture
What if I told you I feel divided?
Keep to myself and I'm awfully quiet
And what if I told you I been conflicted by my own thoughts
Trapped in the dark, and I tried to hide it
No, I'm not a slave to no fuckin' fairy tale
I bet you think that you know me very well
Make no mistake, this is not a cry for help
'Cause I don't owe no one no explanation on how I feel
But on the real, what if I told you that I was brave?
I grew up different than I was raised
But still, what if I told you I'm out of place? Wait
What if I told you that I was gay?
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh
Yeah
What if I told you I'm not alright?
I mean, I don't feel dead, but I'm not alive
And what if I told you, "I'm not like you"
And the shit I've been goin' through, it'll prolly make you cry
And what if I told you, "I'm not this"
And the person you think you know don't exist
Look, I'm not who you know, I'm not who you wish
I'm not who you want me to be, what you want from me isn't this
I grew up in church where I couldn't be myself
I felt like a prisoner, couldn't leave my cell
They told me, "God don't like ugly," and this an ugly world
And if I ever seen things different, then I would burn in hell
And on the real, this is not new, this is not a phase
I grew up different than I was raised
But still, what if I told you I'm out of place? Wait
What if I told you that I was gay?
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh
[Eminem:]
What if I told you I'm homophobic?
And you have zero control over your impulses
And the genetic flaw in your chromosomes is the culprit
It's something I can't sugarcoat, it's repulsive
We were homies, since children, I thought it
But thought I was buggin', though
'Cause we'd sit, chill and just talk chicks
Now how can we be friends still after all this
Unless, I can convince you to repent
Ask God to forgive you for your sins
And begin healin' your conscience
And rid you of this sick illness that causes it
Part of me wishes you'd kept this shit, still in the closet
I'm white but I'm gettin' mixed feelings like Logic
Yeah, I'm pissed off a little, this is a choice
We were supposed to be boys
You're actin' like this ain't optional
What if I said you was weak?
'Cause you don't got the strength to conquer some biological monster that's part of you
That's responsible for them homosexual thoughts
If you don't want a lecture, part
Like a sofa section or long as you
Make your decision and stand by it, but I can't be beside it
'Cause for me, that'd be next to impossible
Or you learn to control your urges
You say, "It's like pullin' teeth and morals are oral surgeons"
But how would you even know anyways if you're a virgin
Why can't you be a normal person?
What if I tried steerin' you towards a girlfriend?
Wouldn't work, would it? You seem pretty surefooted
I'm sure good at judgin', but I have no right
I know goodbyes seems cold, right?
Not even a flicker of hope like a strobe light
As I leave and I swear I stayed up that whole night
And no, I didn't know you would go right home and go take your own life
I ain't mean for that shit to happen, I said I won't cry
I let the best friend that I've ever known die
Alone, was gonna tell you the next day
I'm so sorry, I'm fightin' my own demons, I won't lie
They won't leave me alone, eatin' at my soul, this whole time
I've been tortured, imprisoned in my own mind
A born again Christian but Lord if you're listenin'
We might be headed for a collision
'Cause when I told my boy I couldn't support his decision
I was tryna make it seem like a choice, when it isn't
Can't be cured with a prayer to Saint Jude
What If I told you my wish never came true?
What if I'm a hypocrite who is afraid to just face truth? Wait
What if I told you I'm gay too?
[Joyner Lucas:]
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
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Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
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Duh nuh, duh nuh nuh duh
Duh nuh
What's Poppin Remix (What's Gucci) lyrics - Joyner Lucas
What's Gucci? (Joyner)
Boston bitch, she bougie (Yeah, yeah)
Yeah, you goofy
Told niggas, "You don't like me? Shoot me"
And if you don't wanna fight me, sue me
Guaranteed niggas won't like the new me
This feel like a Spike Lee movie
Room full of hoes and I might get choosy
Please excuse me
All of my moves are carefully planned
Don't play with me, I'm a family man
I put your bitch on my family plan
My mansion lookin' like Fantasy Land
I bought a beach with some Canada sand
All of my moves are carefully planned
I'm two steps ahead like Nigerian scams (Word)
Now hand me the Benz
You in the crib and I'm here with the fans
My bitch got titties like Pamela And'
And she wanna fuck in a janitor's van
I'm 'bout to turn to a psycho
You 'bout to see my true colors like Michael
I'm 'bout to pick niggas up with a rifle
I never lit niggas up but I might though
I'm a cool nigga but I can get spiteful
I'm 'bouta fuck this shit up like a typo
You do not know me, no, we ain't related
And we ain't got mutual friends that I might know
I don't wanna be acquainted regardless
Every bitch I ever been with told me I'm heartless
I don't trust a single motherfucker, I'm cautious
I can never win, they want me up in a coffin
Way before I started winnin', had a couple of losses
Had to make a livin' out my mother's apartment
Wasn't too much opportunity to come up in Boston
I was fucking exhausted, I was done with the talkin'
I was workin' odd jobs, had me stuck in the office
On God, I was outside runnin' and walkin' nonstop
On a dark block, duckin' and dodgin' all cops
'Til they all stop, buckin' and sparkin' all Glocks
'Til my heart stops workin' at ten breaths
I benchpress any fuck nigga relentless
I been dead, I ain't put you niggas to bed yet
The bed wet, this a wet dream of wet sex with' rednecks
Why am I not allowed to feel, to feel free?
I learned from God, whatever will, just will be
I bet you prolly wanna kill, to kill me
The cops who killed Breonna Taylor still free
And George Floyd'd prolly kill to still breathe
How many black lives did they kill to kill me?
I protest but we still feel no real peace
I hear no relief, I still don't feel free
And man I hate fucked up rules
Got a fucked up head with some fucked up screws
Bitch, please don't put me in a fucked up mood
Got twin nines, so we play duck, duck, goose
Better jump up, move 'fore I bump rush
Niggas get lumped up too, I'm in a fucked up mood
I don't even trust me, why the fuck trust you?
Three deep in your crib like a drug bust, one plus two, nigga
I'm with the fam
Bitch, you a pig, I don't fuck with no ham
All y'all been sleepin', I'm tuckin' you in
I built the label then upped the event
Please don't compare me to none of these scrams
I'm buildin' my brand, you stuck in the ground
I took advantage and stuck to the plan (Joyner)
Fuck is you sayin'?
What's Gucci? (Joyner)
Boston bitch, she bougie (Yeah, yeah)
Look, you goofy
Told niggas, "You don't like me? Shoot me"
And if you don't wanna fight me, sue me
Guaranteed niggas won't like the new me (They won't)
This feel like a Spike Lee movie
What's gucci?
Who Got The Yayo? lyrics - Joyner Lucas
Yeah, yeah
Who got the yayo? (Who got the yayo?)
Who got the...
Who got the yayo? Who got the yayo? (Who got the yayo?)
Who got the...
Who got the yayo?
Who got the... Who got the...
Who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
I need some cut when I'm using the scale
I don't sell drugs, it's not really my style
But I need a plan if this music'll fail
So who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
I know some hustlers I'm cool with in jail
I'll be god damn if I work a real job
I need thousands of dollars the movement is real
So who got the yayo?
Who got the plug?
Promised my auntie I'd never sell drugs
She told me pray if I ever need guidance
The truth was my logic, I never got love
Workin' my ass off to see where it get me
I need some white girl, I need me some Becky
Packets of money, I bet that they'll love me
Cause none of my honeys don't even respect me
Who got the yayo? Show me them niggas
Bitch, I've been rapping since HOV was a dealer
There's too many rappers that no one can hear 'em
And Diddy and Yeezy don't notice a nigga
Don't notice a nigga, tell me who next
Who got that Yayo? Who got that best?
Grandma gon' kill me she find that I'm dealin'
But my time is limited who got the stretch?
250, 350, 550, yeah
I got some heat when they ride with me, yeah
I wanna see what they got for me
Nigga now who got the yayo? don't lie to me, yeah
Don't get it twisted I move and I ain't lost a step
I don't usually get played off the left
I got Hitlers like Adolf that hate on a nigga
Then take off and then its a pill at the [?]
And I'm cooking like Raekwon the Chef
Poppa told me don't leave cake on the dresser
They playin' not death
Pray on a downfall I hope I fall down
Then they all keep just smilin' then there go my rep
What she gon' say, I need this rap money move out the way
If I don't get famous then who got the yay?
Who got the yay? Who got the yay?
Who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
I need some cut when I'm using the scale
I don't sell drugs, it's not really my style
But I need a plan if this music'll fail
So who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
I know some hustlers I'm cool with in jail
I'll be god damn if I work a real job
I need thousands of dollars the movement is real
So who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
Who got the, who got the
Who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
Who got the yayo? [x2]
Ship me some packages who got the mail
I'll be god damned if my music'll fail
So who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
Who got the yayo? Who got that coco
I don't know shit about chopping no cholo
Heard you know niggas that cop for the low-low
Be careful them snitches call cops on the low-low
And I just be solo, I just be dolo
Pushing a hooptie, I'm riding a loso
Under the radar, can't look like no target
Them niggas was talking but not anymore doe
Who got the yayo? Who got the crocket?
That Betty Crocker they using then cop it
Burying these niggas, put two in a coffin
I'm usually exhausted the truth is I'm driving
2000-and fucking-5 miles with no choppers around
If I make it from rapping then I can sit down
But the truth is this shit is not promised for now
So I guess I'll just move in wich-y'all niggas
Now gimmie 250, 350, 550, yeah
I need some heat when they ride with me, yeah
I wanna see what they got for me nigga
Now who got the yayo? Don't lie to me, yeah
Don't get it twisted I move and I ain't lost a step
I can spit like I ain't lost a breath
Running this shit with the heat on and ain't broke a sweat
What the fuck is you think you gon' get
Put the cake on my back, bleeding my ink from this pen
In my heart I still think I'mma win
If I don't then I guess I'll just trap out the bando
Move keys a pianos and lay in the sand
What the fuck you gon' say
I need the trap money move out the way
If I don't get famous then who got the yay?
Who got the yay, nigga who got the yay?
Who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
I need some cut when I'm using the scale
I don't sell drugs, it's not really my style
But I need a plan if this music'll fail
So who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
I know some hustlers I'm cool with in jail
And I'll be god damn if I work a real job
I need thousands of dollars the movement is real
Nigga who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
Who got the, who got the
Who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
Ship me some packages who got the mail
So who got the yayo?
I don't sell drugs, it's not really my style
But I need a plan if this music'll fail
So who got the yayo?
Who got the, who got the, who got the yayo?
Who got the yayo? [x2]
I don't sell drugs, it's not really my style
But I need a plan if this music'll fa-
Who got the yayo?
I never wanted to sell any drugs
Pass the cocaina, cocaine or coquito
That power, perico that product is Deebo
Might need a lot of them kilos
I might need a pound just for me doe
Cause I just be stressin'
I got some problems I'm guessin
I'm crazy you probably think different
I'm high on a mission
Tomorrow ain't promised
So this is just me whippin' pies in the kitchen
The pastor keep preachin' I think keep singing that gospel
Then I look straight through the bible
All of my teachers said rappin' is easy
But being successful is harder than I knew
And I would just nod I said, "Well I'm gonna try"
She looked back at me and stared, "Do what you can"
I said, "Well what if I fail?" She said, "Just do it again"
Do what you fail, don't let the devil inside you
Don't let the ghetto deprive you
Pray everyday, but if you lose all of your faith
Then you must do what you got to
Then you must do what you got to
My nigga got get it, go take it go make it you business
Cause haters don't listen, now who got the flavor
I'm missing, now who got the flavor said
Who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
I need some cut when I'm using the scale
I don't sell drugs, it's not really my style
But I need a plan if this music'll fail
So who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
I know some hustlers I'm cool with in jail
And I'll be god damn if I work a real job
I need thousands of dollars the movement is real
Nigga who got the yayo? Who got the yayo?
Who got the, who got the, who got the yayo?
Who got the yayo?
Will (Remix) lyrics - Joyner Lucas & Will Smith
[Joyner Lucas:]
Hey
Will
Yeah
I'm feelin' like Will (Hey)
I feel like a prince
I'm feelin' myself (Buck, buck)
I'm loaded with bills
'Cause I wasn't blessed
With no Uncle Phil (Woah)
Don't know how it feels
I wanted to flex
They told me to chill (Chill)
I'm makin' a flip (Flip)
My life is a flick (Flick)
Now load up the film
[Will Smith:]
Yeah
You feelin' like me? I feel like a prince that turned to a king
Found me a queen, started a family and got me a team
On top of my dreams, Joyner, I know you inspired by me
Like I was inspired by Nelson Mandela, I give him a rose for every endeavor
And shoutout to Julius Erving, one of the legends I worship
Muhammad Ali put the work in, he was the champ, the greatest, he earned it
I love that you think that I'm perfect but I have plenty mistakes and burdens
My grandmama thought I was worthless, she always got at me when I was searching
I wouldn't be me if it wasn't for her (I wouldn't be Will)
I wouldn't be Willie, I couldn't be me if there wasn't no Eddie
I wouldn't be Will if I wasn't from Philly
Ain't nothin' much that you really can tell me
Willy been cold since Benny and Jerry
Must've forgot that I really get busy
They must've forgot who invented "Get Jiggy," ayy
Back before there was streaming sales
Way before all the iTunes and the fans had to get CDs still
Sixty million records sold, I was on fire, I ain't even need a grill
Did it all with no cuss words, I ain't have to curse just to keep it real
Me and Jazz in the late eighties, writin' rhymes, makin' tapes daily
Fresh Prince make the babes crazy, rest in peace to James Avery
Even when the streets call me corny I still ain't ever let the hate break me
I just wanted the respect first, I still ain't ever let the fame change me
New me, but I'm old school
Big Willy on the ProTools
Still fresh and I'm so smooth
I still got on my old shoes
I give Jada one thousand kisses, ain't nothin' change since '02
Martin Lawrence get a rose too
He a legend and a GOAT too
Man, I love how you break the rules
Pushing limits and you make it cool
Joyner Lucas wasn't made to lose
You a legend in the making too
What a beauty, my life's a movie
I swear I'm only on take two
All my kids turned out great and I know your son gon' be great too
Brick by brick, buildin' a wall that no one could break
Flip by flip, glad I could help so you could be straight
And life's a trip, but who could relate?
The legends are gone but it ain't too late
To give 'em a rose and carry the grace
'Cause not every hero is wearin' a cape
[Joyner Lucas:]
I'm feelin' like Will (Hey)
I feel like a prince
I'm feelin' myself (Buck, buck)
I'm loaded with bills
'Cause I wasn't blessed
With no Uncle Phil (Woah)
Don't know how it feels
I wanted to flex
They told me to chill (Chill)
I'm makin' a flip (Flip)
My life is a flick, mhm
Words With Friends lyrics - Joyner Lucas
(How 'bout swag?)
Fuck a swag or being wavy, my practice is being different
You lacking and need attention, I'm rapping in three dimensions
I killed the Seed of Chucky, he back just to seek a vengeance
I slash his Achilles tendons
(Yo what about cars?)
Mitsubishis, Hyundais and Kias
Range Rovers, Hyundais, a Lexus
Suzuki, Toyota Prius
Mercedes, Bugattis, Porsches
More shit I just can't afford, when I see you I'm taking yours
You don't open, I'm breaking doors and I broke 'em
(Snitches?)
The streets is tattle-telling, cats revealing
Half 'em killing, half 'em dealing
Strapped and peeling
Blaaat, Kill 'em
They trap us
Send the coppers at them niggas trapped in prison
Cause these bastards tell'em, that's a bad decision
(Women)
They devious, beautiful, sexy
Intelligent, back-bone, sneaky
Deceitful, envy
Argumentative, territorial with lots of fetishes
Emotional creatures who like leathery baller benefits
(What about politics?)
Fucking whack, the U.S. is under attack
The whole nation is under scrutiny, psychological foolery
TV is filled with coonery, guess it's cool to be that
It's a shame the reason we voted Obama is cause he's black
(Joyner)
Joyner Lucas, I'm spitting shit out the air
Kicking alphabetical schemes, and I smack the shit out of words
Slam you on the street, tell them you got hit by the curb
I can take the Hit out of ler, I can take your bitch out of her
(What about food?)
Fried chicken and roasted coyle, with fish smothered in oil
With onions and pass the foil
Some cabbage, candy yams
Smoked ribs and a fucking wrap, and two mikes
A female groupie and some actress as Angela Bassett
(What about your favorite rappers?)
Black thought, Slim Shady, K. Lamar
Joe Budden, J. Stylez, P, Nas
Plenty more, Lauryn Hill, Mos Def
Farrahman, Kweli, Kanye
Method Man, Jay-Z, Beanie Sieg, me
(What about kids?)
Innocent, rowdy plus curious
Rambunctious peer pressure
Funny ones, smart ones
Even some who lack guidance, act violent, troublesome
They need love, they need us, they need what, they need
(What about drugs?)
Ecstasy, coke, 2 acid tablets
Some reefer, that's THC for my speakers
I'm PCPing, some bleach and some DVDs
I buy shrooms and some oxycotins
Some crystal meth on this beat, got you smoking crack in your seat
(Wordplay)
Wordplay, play with words
Even if the words play
Tetris like a puzzle, puzzle stretching like I'm exercising
Exercising when I'm taxi driving, driving texting while I'm whiling texting
Til they pull me over give me breathalyzers
Tempers rising, textin bitches
Letters like I'm emphasizing, emphasizing by the size of envy put them em inside
Step aside, keep it in this verse put your friend aside
That's what I learned, never mind if ever I should tell a lie
Then tell a lie, when you see him
I've been seeing devil's eyes, eyes devil red and God told me that the devil died
Lamborghini diablo, Devil dare me to devil die
Right off the cliff, satanic strip until the genocide
Of Free Masons and ask Mason if he choose the Devil side
Illuminate the Illuminati, not even rep a lie
My repertoire get the pot of gold, kill the Leprachaun
In Lebanon with my sweater rhymes for the second time
Wrote My Way Out (Remix) lyrics - Royce da 5'9", Joyner Lucas & Black Thought (feat. Aloe Blacc)
Ye Not Crazy lyrics - Joyner Lucas
Your Heart lyrics - Joyner Lucas & J. Cole
[Joyner Lucas:]
Mm
I'm sorry (Yeah)
I'm sorry (Yeah)
I broke your heart, huh?
You knew I was a fuck-nigga from the start, huh?
You should've listened when they said I was a dawg, huh
You should've listened to your head when you had thoughts, huh
That's what you thought, huh
I left you scarred, yeah
You never be the same again, put that on God, huh
I took your heart and then I tore that shit apart, huh
I fucked you over, did you dirty, did you wrong, huh
I did you wrong, huh, I did you wrong, yeah
You say you hate me but I know that this resolve, yeah
Angry texts, we don't ever get along, yeah
We been rockin' with each other for so long, yeah
Maybe that's why it's been harder to move on, yeah
And you changed too (Changed)
And your mama and your friends think I'm to blame too
And you hate it when somebody say my name, ooh
Every time you hear my name you wanna drink, ooh, ooh, ooh
You wanna get out, you wanna get drunk, you wanna get lit, lit
You wanna get crazy, do everything that you never did (Did)
You wanna get bent, you want the revenge, you wanna get dick
But you ain't about that life, so you might fuck a bitch (Bitch)
You might, you might break a window
You might do some wild shit out of impulse
You say that you hate me and we're not involved
But you still checkin' on me tryna find info, I know
I broke your heart, huh?
You knew I was a fuck-nigga from the start, huh?
You should've listened when they said I was a dawg, huh
You should've listened to your head when you had thoughts, huh
That's what you thought, huh
I left you scarred, yeah
You never be the same again, put that on God, huh
I took your heart and then I tore that shit apart, huh
I fucked you over, did you dirty, did you wrong, huh
I did you wrong, huh, I did you wrong, huh
[J. Cole:]
I hate a fuck-nigga, used to be a fuck-nigga
Couldn't even blame her if she did fuck niggas
You run your bitch through the mud, you deserve that
So you can feel it for yourself where it hurt at
What goes around comes around, I know you heard that
While you was creepin', tell me, did it not occur that
There's niggas slidin' in the DMs every AM, every PM?
Used to be like automatic, she would curve that
That was before when you was loyal
Now it's thirst traps on her profile and niggas know how to
Spot a chink in your armor, you been trippin', dawg
You ain't been keepin' your permits, you been pimpin', dawg
Now bitches wink in your comments, she's suspicious, dawg
And now you reap in your commas, she got niggas, dawg
Callin' her phone while you gone and your bitch-ass
Can't even feel no way 'cause you doin' her the same
Now you know the pain
And we used to be the dynamic duos in flames
And you too proud to see that you hold the blame
From all that playin', nigga, we too old for games, mane
You broke her heart, huh?
When you met her, she was young and hella pure, huh
Ain't had no clue that she was fuckin' with a dawg, huh
You never thought you'd see the day that she was gone, huh
But you was wrong, huh, yeah, you was wrong, huh
'Cause now as of late she ain't answerin' your calls, huh
She VIP, she out here fuckin' with your star sign
Some other nigga got it now, he 'bout to spoil her
You could've spoiled her, and bitch you starved her, yeah